I’m disappointed in myself.

I’ve always wanted to be successful in the future. I worked hard after I realized what a disappointment I was to my family. I worked up to their expectation. I got to the point where I had a bright future ahead of me. I got to where even I, myself, was satisfied with what I achieved. It only took one mistake, one single move to ruin everything I had worked hard for. Now that bright future ahead of me looks gloomy and dark. I don’t even know anymore. I just know that I was stupid enough to give up what I had for something that wasn’t even worth remembering anymore. If I could, I’d turn back time and change everything. I would change these past few months…